What should i do now? I was stunned after i heard what you said just now. I do not wish to know the exact answer but my mind keep telling me to ask you. My mind keep telling me that it wants to know the answer. So i made an attempt to ask you. Sometimes i really afraid of the truth. Because truth might sometimes be very hurt once you knew it. I know that, what is done, is done. Now i just need time to accept it although i'm quite sad. Sad that i'm not the first person in your life. Everything you do, i'm just not the first one. Maybe other thing i still can easily accept it although i'm not the first one. But, this....you do it for other people. Not even related to you and worst still, it's outsider. I know that you don't do it purposely. But! I'm sorry! I seriously need time to accept this.
